Whinny Baby

Today, I am a whinny baby. What I mean by this is, I am not feeling my strongest. The to-do list is long and the money is short. My medical condition isn't helping. So I have a lack of drive and a deep desire to nap. This isn't a good look for chef.

When I had my full strength I worked hard, fiercely in fact. Work and went to school full-time, worked and raised my kids, worked to support my family, but now I feel less than half of my strength is gone.

Fatigue and pain are my daily companions. My war cries are barely a whisper these days. I am glad that I made a choice to teach. I like it and while the class can be mentally draining, I am not abusing my physical strength nearly as much I did to make others rich.

I have been missing social obligations due to a lack of energy and/or pain. Urgh... I am tired even writing this post. All that I can manage today is to get out some emails. Fibromyaglia wins today.... thus far.